OMG Long Time No Be Here..

I'm now back here again..
to make me remind to think how to describe what I want to say in English.
Thinking in different languages is hardworking if these are not the people's mother tongue.
It's no doubt that words are coming through my brain much more naturally when people hear their native languages because they can understand the meaning of words instantly and automatically, without making any efforts to THINK about it.
That is why I was fascinated by movie translations though...

We can't even realize that living in Japan, speaking only in Japanese.

now I live in Japan but just don't want to forget how to do that.